Wednesday, February 09, 2011 ♥
HELLO BLOG.
Everything in this site looks like a little eyesore to me.
Despite doing it up a little less than ALL by myself, now I think it looks so act-cute -.-
Anyway I have so much to jot in this online diary of mine, but I lost count of the number of events that took place in my busy life.
Oh well let's skip all that, to something current-
I had such a pink health for the first 20 years of my life despite minimal care.
Why have flu/gastric/migraines been plaguing me ever since I hit 21?!
Sian to the max!
Sunday, December 12, 2010 ♥
HALOHA!
Days have been zooming past so quickly has anyone not noticed?
Life has, so far for the past month, been fruitful!
Ever since I have my hair permed, I have been taking very few pics.
And that probably made my life seem the opposite - Mundane!
For some short and sweet updates-
R/s
Sam has been a good boy treating me very well, so am I to him.
The sweet phase is back when we meet up (very significantly) less frequent.
Maybe forgiveness is not easy, but if he deserves it, Im willing to do so after all.
Work
Boss has been super nice in order to stop me from being poached to another dept.
Having my 3rd increment soon (in only 7 months in the bank) weeeeeeee.
Im giving glory not to myself, but to the Lord for I see how His favor has been bestowed upon me that my boss deems me special amongst (even though I havent been a truely performing staff)! :D
Social
Yay to spending more time and giving more weekends to my friends these days!
Personal
Did I mention about drinking? Hmm, I start to enjoy being mildly tipsy these days and it happens every weekend now hehe.
Monday blues go away!
Sunday, December 05, 2010 ♥
The man who has been my reason for so much of smiles & laughter.
Who has made me cry a million teardrops.
Who has shared/subjected me to the major changes in my life.
Who has been my pride..
COMING IN FIRST WITH THE JTI IDOL TITLE!
Oh that's a singing competition at his company's D&D~
Omg Im overjoyed!!
Especially seeing the prize of $500 Taka Vouchers yayyyyy :D
Thursday, November 11, 2010 ♥
Out of the blue, tears are starting to surge..
It's been sucha longggg while since I tabbed so many of my frds' blogs and started reading.
Im dead elated for a few who seem to lead very meaningful/happy lives, considering how they've pulled through some unlooking times to what they/their relationships are today!
So moved :)
Ah well, I so wna laugh at what Sam and I have become of.
We're not old couples, but we've walked miles to build this.
Yet now what we hold is only a pathetic status that says It's complicated.
Dont want to give up: cannot. Want to give up: also cannot.
SIAN.
Anyway, I love the people around me whose making me smile every now and then!! :)
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 ♥
A very very very eventful month that just passed.
The same level of mixed emotions had been inevitable.
Sweetness. Heartbreaks. Frustration. Revengeful. Stagnated. Pretentious. Anger. Paranoia. Fear. Stress.
Im still surprised at how I can survive the unspeakable kind of burden weighing on my heart.
For now I just want to keep my heart and my eyes closed, so that I will never ever be hurt again.
Never ever.
Thursday, October 14, 2010 ♥
It's strange when you can cry over all the little hurts.But when you got dealt with a fatal one, you forgot how to cry.
Tears dont even want to well up.
I know this is DaddyGod :)
So many days after such a serious matter has taken place, my mood can still be super breezy wherever I go, whatever I do.
Yes Im still tempted to go back to Sam, I still do miss him, I still worry about him (occasionally).
But it's just supernatural that I can leave things be and remain cool.
Pray tell me, is there such a good thing other than Jesus working in me, healing whatever that is supposedly falling apart? ♥
